Friday, May 28, 2010

Cool Cat...literally

I think it would be so sic to have a rapping cat, at any moment you could have an entertainment. Then later you could see if it wanted to go into business, plus the cat talks that’s all ready sick. I am just saying I think that would be the coolest thing ever.














-Ryan

Ignorance is Bliss.

Sometimes not knowing this is better than actually knowing. Your whole perspective on something or someone can change just by knowing something your necessarily didn’t want to know in the first place. I don’t need to know things, im fine just going with the flow sometimes. I really wish I didn’t know something so that I could just keep going on like nothing ever happened. Just like normal, but now things are different I can’t just sit back and enjoy the moments like before. Now everything is ruined, things are awkward, my eyes are opened! .

I really wish I didn’t know things.

-SJCM ;p

Things That Makes Girls Weird

You know I find it so funny that whenever we dress up for like a nice fancy birthday party or something and were just the guests, that us girls “have” to wear an excessive amount of make-up! Like and were not even the show of the party or something! Or even like to a wedding… the bride is supposed to look absolutely gorgeous in there gown and makeup but you come dressed up in your best dress and wear like eye shadows or if you don’t wear eyeliner usually you would wear it that day… I just think it’s funny how us girls do that… and its not even our big day! Haha it’s just funny to think about that… like why in the world do we even do that?? Hahaha maybe cause were girls and were WIERDDDD hahaha :P


-kAlLiE jO :)

Sometimes it’s better to be alone.

I was walking down the halls.


Avoiding everyone because with people comes the ever- constant shower of: “Is everything okay?” and “what’s wrong?”

Because today I wasn’t in the mood for that. It’s just that if you’re not smiling or laughing at every single stupid thing that is uttered something is wrong. Something is not right.

And that is not always true.

Sometimes you just want to be by yourself and not talk to anyone and not listen to their problems because you have enough of you own to deal with without bothering about anyone else’s

Sometimes you just want to sort out through all the thoughts that go through your head without anyone else’s intervening.



-anonymous

"Ding, ding "... Final

So back to now, 11th grade, I’ve tried all this time to let go, but in my heart I still have all the memories, all the things we shared. They don’t go away; they are a ghost that haunts my life. I know his kind now, I know by experience, that he is not to be trusted, but why does my heart still have hope?



Valentines is just around the corner, he was my only valentine, sadly. I guess this year won’t be that much different from all the others, alone. I’m starting to feel comfortable with being alone. It’s not so bad, nobody that hurt you, lie to you, disappoint you. The bell rings the day is done, another boring day with a boring ending. Driving home I stop by the park. The park was a place where we would hang out, tell each other our dreams our goals, and how we would accomplish all of them together. Tears stream down my face as I go to the swing where he would push me and tell me he loved me. I start swinging, pushing by myself this time. I start to tremble, shaking, I grab hold of the metal chains, the coldness of it tingles throughout my body. The tears rolling down start to burn my cheeks and I look up. The sky is gray and it begins to rain, like if it’s crying for me. The wind picks up and my hair is blowing everywhere as I just swing higher and higher, until I can’t anymore. I slowly come to a rest and someone puts their arms around me and says, “I’m so sorry….I still love you with all my heart…. Please PLEASE believe me!!!!”I turn around ready, hitting his chest with my tiny fists and he just holds me, until my head falls on his chest, both of us crying our heart beating as one. My mind says, “STOP!!! What are you doing? He will just hurt you again.” My heart says, “YES! I missed this, I missed you.” An inner turmoil arises inside my being one that I cannot handle so I get out of his embrace and run. I run as fast as I can to my car, and DRIVE.


I can’t help but run. It is what I do when things get hard and complicated. I ask God, “WHY?!?!?!” I get my answer, people make mistakes, it is how they fix them that show who they truly are. I smile up at God and say okay. It is time to let go of all the anger and regret, accepting what has happened and moving from there. Second chances are special and I think I will give him one. Shame on him he fooled me once and well I guess shame on me if he fools me twice. After all the betrayal and deceit, I still love him and I don’t want to hide it anymore.

Is it Just Me?

Is it just me or is anyone else wondering what the heck they're gonna do with their future. Maybe it's just me since I'm a senior, but really I think it's good if everyone started thinking about it now. I guess I never took life serious enough until now. Everything was simply a routine, but now I actually have to start thinking things through.


_Tyler Fuller

There is a way

Many people just say trust in God, but what exactly does that mean. To just believe He will take care of things is not easy. It's hard to know that we don't have to worry, because God will make sure were alright. How is that lived out? How do we live as though God will take care of our struggles, take care of us when it doesn't look like He is even in sight. This is where faith comes in. It definitely isn't easy to trust that God will intervene in a situation that isn't going right, but we must know that He is intervening, He is making everything ok! God makes a way when there looks like there is no way! :)