“A Diary of a Girl Young Woman: Too Perfect for Words 2”

Dear diary,



I am so stupid. I know you knew that already, but seriously. I AM SO STUPID. Not only did I tell my best friend/crush that I liked him, I also skipped three periods. That means I missed two important reviews, and one huge test. Gulp. My mom is so going to kill me. My dad will just pretend to be mad, and then when my mom leaves he’ll just wink and pat me on the head. I can’t miss the next period… I mean, duh, it’s lunch. Who misses lunch? Honestly.


When I walked out of the bathroom, right away, I see Sean talking to Barbie Daze. I studied closely. Barbie laughs hysterically and puts another book into her locker. Sean laughs along with her and hands her a piece of paper. Barbie opened the piece of paper and exclaimed “YES! YES, yes, yes!!!” She hugged him as tight as she could. She seemed like she just won the lottery… And she did. Sean just asked Barbie to prom.


Cry or die?


I know I’m being dramatic, but still. I have a right to be dramatic. I’m a girl. It’s my job. I did not want to hide in the bathroom again so I decided to just whisk pass them. As always, my plan did not work. As I tried to walk pass them, Sean turned and looked at me. I looked up briefly to see Sean pull away from Barbie and walk towards me. “See you later, Barbie.” I tried to walk faster, but who can compete with a track star? “Jamie. Jamie! Jamie, stop.” I stopped but didn’t turn. “Jamie, we need to… we need to talk.” His voice was calm. My heart was about to pop. I turned around and didn’t bother to look him in the eyes. “C’mon.” he said as I followed him to the stairs. As I sat down, I could feel Sean’s eyes staring at me. “Jamie, I had no-… I had no idea you liked me.” I looked into his eyes, his eyes were serious and a deep shade of green. I nodded. “I just thought we were just friends… “ he continued. “I know… but… I don’t know, Sean. It’s not like I wanted to like you… I just do. I don’t know why… but… I just do.” He smiled. “You do know why. You told me yourself.” I put my hands over my eyes. “Yah, and now I wish I hadn’t.” “Why?” Without him seeing me, I rolled my teary eyes. “Because of… because of this.” He looked confused. “Of what?” “Because I knew you wouldn’t like me back. You only see me as a friend. Nothing more nothing less-“then the craziest thing happened. It was so perfect and beautiful I can’t even write it down. Maybe after I’m done hyperventilating I can do so. Oh my, gosh…


TO BE CONTINUED