Memories of the Past

Have you ever had something happen on a full moon or your birthday or a special day or a day you will never forget? Like for example your first kiss, your first boyfriend, your first “I love you” moment…. But it was on a day that you are going to have to replay your whole life and never forget it? then that one day comes where the guy/girl that you first kiss breaks your heart and you can never forget when all that first happened… and every year that amazing day comes and you think about it the whole day and if you see or talk to that person that it happened with then its kinda awkward…… well one of those days was today… about 2 years ago on the night of academy awards, he asked me out. And of course who wouldn’t want to date him??? Of course I say YESSS YES YESSS!!! This was my first boyfriend and I wouldn’t turn him down for anything! Well I told my really good friend that he asked me to date him and I said yes and she told me…. No no don’t date him… your too young and its not right [of course while she was telling me this she herself was dating someone] so she finally convinced me and an hour or two later I go and tell him I’m sorry this wont work out for us….well as you all know that didn’t work out the way I wanted to but I guess that’s life sometimes…. While of course feeling absolutely horrible the whole entire time!!! Well our friendship of course went downhill from there, but every academy awards… I always remember that day and how he asked me out… yes I still see him at school and we still talk… but when the academy awards roll by that memory always flashes through my head remember how that day was the most amazing but worst day… I still wonder how he feels those nights also… and I always hope he would tell me… but I guess that again is life.. oh how memories can take you down the crazy roads.



-kAlLiE jO